Drops of Jupiter

I can’t stop missing you

I miss you. I miss you when I dont see you for two minutes. I miss you you when I dont see you for a few hours. I miss you and its only been three days but what makes me miss you the most is not knowing how long Ill have to go without seeing you, missing you. Never have I felt so much of myself being revealed through getting to know someone. I feel like you are my forever kind of love. I loved you when I saw you the first time and the feelings have only grown. I dont want you to ever feel pain, discomfort or discontent. You are beautiful, love. You have the world in your hands. Do with it what you may but I know whatever you do it will be magnificent and beautifully astounding. Your heart is an infinite portal. You are capable of all feelings. I want to know every piece of your soul. One mind, one heart, one love babe

You may be away but you’ll never be gone

When I think of you, I see the future. Tell me, is that crazy? Young isn’t too young, waiting doesn’t last forever, and infinity has no limits. I don’t want to waste myself on people who do not matter. You matter; somehow I can tell. I will not give you everything at once. Just like the noblest of all men from the beginning of time, you have to fight. I deserve to be fought for. You deserve to be cherished.

They dont want my love, they just want my potential

I Dont know what the future holds, but Ive got my faith, the only true thing Ive yet to know.

So I watched the video, Kony 2012 today. Immediately following it, I felt empowered to go out and help the children of Uganda, like Jacob. I felt such an urge to make those cause known to everyone. No innocent child should suffer. Then I started to think in a different way. Why should we put all of our efforts into fixing a country when we havent even fixed our own? Also, Kony and war lords like him have been around forever. What benefit do we get out of it if we help them? Not to sound selfish, Im just being realistic. The young generation always wants to help everyone and spread peace but often times we are too naive, ignorant and lacking experience to understand just what we should be fighting for. Another thing, we are not the world’s police force. We do not have that power, we should never accept that power or assume that power. Why does the US always help other countries almost single handedly? This is because we’ve done so for so long. Maybe if we stepped back, other countries like Germany, France or China will lend a helping hand. I don’t know….

Dont do this to me. Youre not worth my time or the heartbreak. I guess its not you, its me. Actually, no, it is you, you ignorant, condescending, arrogant prick. I knew from the first night. Stop stealing hearts; fight for love. Be a man and rise above.

I dont think I could ever love anyone more than I love God and my father but if I find someone I could love just as much, I will spend forever with him. I am hopelessly devoted to you, whoever you are and wherever you may be.